Queen Bee-impregnable

Without warning,loneliness creeps up

withoutwarninglonelinesscreepsup

不意に一人で孤独を感じて

On a clifftop,as I embrace a bouquet

onaclifftopasiembraceabouquet

崖の上で花束抱いて

I stand on my toes

istandonmytoes

爪先立ってるの

Barely learning the ways not to tumble d

barelylearningthewaysnottotumbled

落下しない術を覚えたのがやっと

own

own

The relenless name and shackles

therelenlessnameandshackles

容赦ない名前と足枷

I bust through the lock with my heels

ibustthroughthelockwithmyheels

ヒールで鍵穴をぶち壊す

Suppressing my voice as I cry endlessly

suppressingmyvoiceasicryendlessly

声を殺し泣き腫らすような

Staring in despair at these painful days

staringindespairatthesepainfuldays

出口もなく痛む毎日に

I am tired of being robbed by them

iamtiredofbeingrobbedbythem

奪われるのには疲れたの

What I pray for is

whatiprayforis

あたしが祈ることは

Nothing beyond

nothingbeyond

これ以上

To all that I loved

toallthatiloved

「あたしが愛した全てのものに

May misfortune never come

maymisfortunenevercome

どうか不幸が訪れませんように」

I continue to pray earnestly

icontinuetoprayearnestly

ただひたすら祈っているの

Even while saying things like this

evenwhilesayingthingslikethis

例えばなんて言ってる間に

With days cruel enough to become reality

withdayscruelenoughtobecomereality

現実になるような残酷な日々を

Iclose my eyes and try whispering softly

iclosemyeyesandtrywhisperingsoftly

目を閉じ小さく呟いてみるの

”There's nothing to be afraid of"

theresnothingtobeafraidof

「何一つ臆することなどはないと」

Entangled in the hustle and bustle,if a

entangledinthehustleandbustleifa

喧騒に混じってあたしに残忍な過去が

cruel past

cruelpast

Suddenly barges in on me

suddenlybargesinonme

突然飛び込んできたとしたら

What would be the proper response?

whatwouldbetheproperresponse?

一番正しい行動はどれ？

Would you acknowledge me as I cry donw

wouldyouacknowledgemeasicrydonw

その場で膝つき泣きじゃくるあたしを認めていいの？

on my knees?

onmyknees?

”There's nothing to be afraid of"

theresnothingtobeafraidof

「何一つ臆することなどはないと」

I remember someone's words

iremembersomeoneswords

誰かの言葉覚えてるの

Like a spell,like a little prayer

likeaspelllikealittleprayer

おまじないのように、小さな祈りのように

If you look at the mirror without averti

ifyoulookatthemirrorwithoutaverti

目を逸らさずに鏡を見れば　一番可愛い人が立ってる

ng your eyes,you shall see the most ende

ngyoureyesyoushallseethemostende

aring person standing there

aringpersonstandingthere

Isn't it always so?

isntitalwaysso?

いつもそうでしょ？

What an awful face!It's because of you!

whatanawfulface!itsbecauseofyou!

「酷い顔じゃない！あなたのせいよ！」

I lash out only to find myself on the

ilashoutonlytofindmyselfonthe

ぶつける先にはあたししかいない

receiving end

receivingend

'til I tasted blood

tilitastedblood

血の味がするほど

I kept screaming

ikeptscreaming

喚いてみたけれど

Yet not one thing resurrects

yetnotonethingresurrects

何一つ蘇ったりしないし

Nor does it end or start anything

nordoesitendorstartanything

終わったり始まったりもしない

Right now,righteousness serves no purpos

rightnowrighteousnessservesnopurpos

正しさなんて今はなんの役にも立たない

e

e

I want to forgive

iwanttoforgive

許したい

I want to accept

iwanttoaccept

認めたい

I want to love myself,but...

iwanttolovemyselfbut

自分を愛したいけれど

Everyone eventually returns to the earth

everyouneeventuallyreturnstotheearth

誰もがいつかは土に帰るわ

I hear it's a beautiful place to honor

ihearitsabeautifulplacetohonor

生き抜いたものを讃える美しい場所だと聞くわ

those who lived through it

thosewholivedthroughit

To go on living and what awaits in death

togoonlivingandwhatawaitsindeath

生きてゆくこと　死が待つことは

Is the most wonderful thing

isthemostwonderfulthing

何より素晴らしいこと

Don't let anyone take that away

dontletanyonetakethataway

誰にも奪わせないで

To all that I loved

toallthatiloved

「あたしが愛した全てのものに

May misfortune never come

maymisfortunenevercome

どうか不幸が訪れませんように」

I continue to pray earnestly

icontinuetoprayearnestly

ただひたすら祈っているの